So I'm taking a creative writing class that requires I post on a blog, so I suppose I'll be posting here more often. Well, this isn't the blog I'm doing for my class (I created a new one), but I might as well post more since I'm right here anyway.
I've really just been feeling stupid lately because I'm having a hard time moving on. New relationships are hard, and I really enjoyed my last one. It was nice and comfortable; not a lot of new information or habits had to be revealed. However, I'm having a really hard time starting this new relationship because I am not a person who is typically comfortable taking initiative, and I feel that's all I've been doing, and she has just been much more passive. It's also hard to work between our two schedules of work, class, and social life, and with her not suggesting many times she's available to do something, I feel like I'm putting too much energy into it. Oh well, I guess it'll be figured out one way or another.
On the bright side, I'm getting a new position at work that should pay more (once I officially start it when the semester ends) AND it gives me weekends off! I just made up my schedule for next semester that is almost perfect; it gives me time in the morning to work the new position, it gives me time in the evening to go to my organizations, and the only class I'm not absolutely looking forward to is German, because I am not a person who learns languages easily. I wish I was; that would be so cool! My old roommate can. She learned German and English at about the same time, took three or four years of Spanish in high school, and is considering learning Japanese. I, however, actually have to work for it. haha
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